Day 2

Alright, I am doing pretty good so far.  I cleaned the kitchen and it is looking spotless!   I also did one of my exercise DVD's....couldn't finish it though but I try not to beat myself up about it...at least I did most of it!!   Last night I went to a wedding and danced up a storm which was more exercise then the DVD anyways! haha.  I had signed up for the 21 day meditation challenge and they sent me an introductory meditation video...so I can see what I have signed myself up for.  Pretty cool actually.  The mantra was "What I seek, I already am."  So in that case I am beautiful, smart, funny, and a millionaire!  No seriously though, I really enjoyed it and felt a sense of relaxation.  Today I am going to go golfing with my fiance.  I am by no means good at golf but I like being outside so it should be fun!  I feel so much more happy today.  I am learning to take it one day at a time.  This has always made sense to me, but I have never really experienced the meaning of this.  Having small goals and accomplishing something each day is a great way to stay motivated.  I am pretty much writing this blog for myself, but if I can motivate or help anyone else who may actually be reaidng this blog then how great would that be!  Today I just want to enjoy the outdoors and attack the huge pile of laundry that is covering my bedroom floor.  Tonight I want to have a fire in the fire bowl in our yard, rather then staying in and watching television.  I figure it is too nice of a day to not make it worthwhile.  These things seem simple and easy but doing them gives me a sense of accomplishment.  What I seek, I already am...