I have turned into a spending machine...which is ironic seeing as I do not have any money to be spending right now! Does this happen to anyone else? Why do I spend when I have nothing; and when I want to spend....I don't buy?!! I understand that we are in an economic crisis and that people are watching what they spend, but sometimes I feel like I don't want to hold back! I know that "money can't buy happiness" but I also know that not going on vacation every now and then will drive me to be an insane person! That being said, I am going to Vegas, I am going to have a great time with friends and family, and I am not going to feel guilty about it! I do not have children yet and I want to live my life selfishly right now...I just want to figure out who I am, what I want, and what my purpose (outside of my work) is in life. How I get there may be different then what others would do...but I am doing me and that is what is important!
I sometimes get very defensive when people point out the ridiculousness of my antics, however, who is anyone to judge how someone chooses to live their life and be happy?
Another quick babble from a confused mind!
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